it was written in heaven that you are my love....★

me against the world and everything else....

Wed, 17 Mar 2010 15:30:52 GMT

I've tried my best! I even prove my passion through my results and so far it has been consistent and good!
What else do they expect from me?!!
Choose to buy an expensive item over paying my jap class...
and guess what was the reply?

XXYY: "Why don't you just stop taking that class then?"

WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO SAY?!

なんて?!

だいじょうぶ

Wed, 17 Mar 2010 15:11:21 GMT

だいじょうぶ!

Yesterday it was super hilarious during strings....had a bad day...
girls! you know you are going to have a bad day when you realise that the time of the month has come AND you are NOT prepared!!
I was totally freaking out...LOL! and there was only me and Iris..the rest was guys...and Kairen and Kelvin reaction was just damn HILARIOUS!!! hahaha!

Kairen: "Ehh you ok?"
Kelvin: "Sha are you fine?"

SO UNEXPECTED!!! LOL! So sweet of them!! keep telling them that i was fine! hahaha! kelvin thought i was gonna be sick like his mom once! haha!
daijyobu dayo! =)

PASS~~~

Sat, 13 Mar 2010 16:21:56 GMT

YATTA~~~~
I PASSED MY BASIC JAP 104!!! on to 201 now!!! woots~~
ok..nowadays i've been a real pig...did lots of work but not physically..LOL!
just relaxing around and watch and download tons of drama and stuff...
i've been a piggy yesiree! and oh boy! the weather is soooo bad nowadays...hot,sweltering and humid sunny day then a sudden rain..then back to sunny again!! wow!! i can just feel myself melting whenever i step out of the house...it is that HOT! i know i've gain weight and i'm sacred to know HOW MUCH!! but still i prefer exercising compared to the heat!! and the air is just sooo humid and heavy...! haizz...summer will be very very near for countries lika japan...even if Singapore is summer throughout the 365days...but this few months are worse...and getting hotter!! hope there will be a heavy shower tomorrow!

watashi wa ame ga hoshi desu! onegaishimasu kamisama! =)

ありがとう Sunako chan!!!!!

Wed, 03 Mar 2010 19:01:28 GMT

Sunako chan: mabushii~~~~~! (*bang her head against kame*) =)

Today i had my second quiz for the japanese summer class...and one of the question was how to write bright or light in japanese....due to my tiredness...i totally cannot remember that particular word in japanese...the only thing which i remember was...you guess it!!!
Sunako chan's MABUSHII~~~~!!! and i wrote that in!!! and when i thought that i would definitely get it wrong....my sensei came to praise me for using a variety of vocab instead!!! HAHAHA!!! that's why j-drama is goood for you!!! i should watch more!!

ARIGATOU SUNAKO CHAN!!! =)

축 생일

Tue, 02 Mar 2010 16:28:22 GMT

SANG-IL CHOOKHA- HAPNEEDA
LEE HONG KI! ♥

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!

Sang-il Chookha-Hapneeda

Sang-il Chookha-Hapneeda

Jul Guh Woon Sang-il Ulh

Sang-il Sarang-Hapneeda...!!!

I will always love and support you and F.T Island!! Hwaiting!!!!

love JAPPPPPPPPPP~~~~~~~

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 15:01:28 GMT

Today i had my first summer class for jap...it was fun but twice the crowd! LOL! crammed a lot today..hahah! but the sensei was cute! =) her name is Tomoko sensei!
Anyways i gave Loretta her birthday cupcakes!! I was actually quite imoressed with my product!!! YATTA!! not only it taste good..but it looks good too! hahaha! (will upload the pics tomorrow!) oh ya and her 2PM birthday card!!

Today was super super warm and humid and there was noooooo rain! watashi wa ame ga hoshi desu!!!! ONEGAI! haha! i hope it does tomorrow~~ or else i will just melt under the sweltering and blistering sun~~~ HAHAH!!
oh ya!
YEE TENG WO DE ICE CREAM CAI NA LI??? ben & jerry perhaps?? =)

off practicing kanji for quiz TOMORROW!! haizz....

watashi no yume desu

Sat, 27 Feb 2010 14:07:20 GMT

what are dreams made of?
the future? unrealised desire or fantasy? or it is just a way for me to escape from reality and create my own world?

I've been having really beautiful dreams...and when this happens, i would never want to wake up!! i want to continue with that dream and be in that state always, zutto, itsumademo...in that dream i was always loved and happy...i am being loved, cared for and somewhat happy now...but the feeling i had when i was dreaming was something else all together even though it is the same emotions...in chemistry terms..it is like isotopes..it is the same element but just a different amount of neutrons...

these dreams makes me crave for more development which i don't even dare to think about...because i don't want to have my hopes too high up that i will be crushed if it turns out worse than what i thought...some told me to brush it off and forget it since it is made up of my fantasy...well i may be a bit skeptical but it does no harm to linger in that dream for a while and enjoy those feelings...well i am the nostalgic and sentimental type...

i am confused, hopeful, skeptical...i need answers..but not immediately..soooo

i shall wait and see

question?

Wed, 24 Feb 2010 16:27:44 GMT

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

- No

02) What was your dream growing up?

- To be famous and rich and HAPPY! (so naive!)

03) What talent do you wish you had?

- I wish i can dance and sing well!

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

- Anything but COFFEE!!

05) Favorite vegetable?

- kang kong & potato

06) What was the last book you read?

- smth about a murder

07) What zodiac sign are you?

- Libra

08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?

- tattoos none! ear piercing = 3

09) Worst Habit?

- biting my nails! (eww! i know!)

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

- I need to own a vehicle and learn HOW to drive it FIRST! but yes i will! =)

11) What is your favorite sport?

- netball/captain ball

12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?

- both!

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

- curse..then panic..then call for help! lol! then chat with you while waiting...

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

- had a bloody accident when fell off from bike and my 'FRIENDS' left me alone...

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

- i can sing (or so..thats what my sis and uncle told me..)

16) Do you have any pets?

- i wish..none at the moment

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

- shock..then open the door

18) What was your first impression of me?

- hmms yz was nearly late for her first day of FP attachment...but friendly so is hidayah my lj friend

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

- none! they are just downright WEIRD!

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

- hmms to be slimmer i could exercise and go on a diet...then it will be the height then! =)

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

- conscience

22) What color eyes do you have?

- dark brown

23) Ever been arrested?

- NO!

24) Bottle or can soda?

- bottle! can drink more! haha!

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

- keep most of it for my trip to japan..and the rest is for shopping baby!

26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?

- my kitchen when no one is at home

27) Do you believe in ghosts?

- maybe

28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

- i would like to bake or go to the library and read books for hours! =)
(OMG! and of course watch videos with my kame/hongki/key/kevin/donghae in it!)

29) Do you swear a lot?

- used to because of bad company(a million yrs ago~~)..now changed for the better!

30) Biggest pet peeve?

- sometimes my sis and some of my friends!

31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

- secretive

32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

- yes! i'm a sucker for romance...and i do believe in love at first sight...

33) Favourite and least favourite food?

- favourite food is deifinitely my moms curry chicken and curry puff! least is sashimi! god i cannot swallow!

34) Do you believe in God?

- yes

35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

- will you my friend? (yz and jsl studio)

i got it from kamenajin . :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:51:03 GMT

To my most favourite actor, singer, idol and the most handsome, cutest, lovliest, sexiest and ero person alive on earth....

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU!!!!!

KAMENASHI KAZUYA ♥

I LOVE HIM!

Mon, 15 Feb 2010 13:22:02 GMT

CDTV RANKING 2010: Artists Most Wanted As Lovers

1. Jaejung (Tohoshinki)
2. Akanishi Jin (KAT-TUN)
3. Yuchun (Tohoshinki)
4. Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN)
5. Yamashita Tomohisa (NEWS)
6. Changmin (Tohoshinki)
7. Junsu (Tohoshinki)
8. Hikawa
9. Domoto Koichi (KinKi Kids)
10. Takahisa Masuda (NEWS)
11. Sho Sakurai (Arashi)
12. Takahiro Nishijima (AAA)
13. Tsuyoshi Domoto (KinKi Kids)
14. TAKAHIRO (EXILE)
15. Matsumoto Jun (Arashi)
16. Ryosuke Yamada (Hey! Say! JUMP)
17. Kazunari Ninomiya (Arashi)
18. Masaharu Fukuyama
19. Shunsuke Kiyokiba
20. Yusuke

list copied from LJ/youtube user: farahyuchun4 & japan_now

Well...this is this year CDTV lover list...I'm glad to see kame in the Top 5..even though he have drop 2 places down from last year position...but its alright!!! I LOVE HIM!!!! and goodness me...Nissy is in the list too!! =) DOUBLE HAPPINESS!! kyaa~~~~
But there is oneeeeeeee thing which makes me wonder...wth is yamada doing in that list????!! i mean he look ok-ay to me..but hot to SOME people...(i mean beauty is in the eye of the beholder) but isn't he is TOO young to be in that list??!! that position could be fill in by other people..like narimiya hiroki perhaps?

OMG!! he is soo hot! *.* LOVE HIM!

credits pic: (ayashi_mikage)

music is my life

Sat, 06 Feb 2010 13:40:14 GMT

"When there's a song in your heart, sing along."

And i intend to do so...all the time =)
Life is too short to think about what to do all the time....

I'm a loner

Mon, 01 Feb 2010 16:20:59 GMT

well...today was my last day of attachment and i'm DEFINITELY going to miss alllll the children in the K2 class and my mentor! this year i was really really lucky that i met a good mentor!! better than the first one *^@&%!!
I gave the children a goodie bag each and took some photos with them...and they give me kisses on the cheeks...i was really really sad and reluctant to leave...but good times have to end sooner or later...i just hope that my year 3 attachment will be as good as year 2 or even better!

i was on FB when one of my friend's status was "It would be good that you pretend you don't know me" well i told her that it is happening to me right now and i beg to differ because i REALLY don't think that it is good! in fact i find it scary and of LONELY! it is kinda sad when your friends treat you like your dead or not there...it is even worse when they keep speaking in their own mother tongue and not telling me anything, rarely involving me in anything, making decisions on their own, always have topics to talk about and when we walk, i will always be the one trailing at the back with nothing to talk about or in front alone again with nothing to talk about....how i wish during those times the ground will just open up and swallow me..even if that happens, i don't think they care..OR even notice it at the first!! oooh.. god! i seriously want to say F*** them..but i shall restrain myself...at times, i felt sooo lonely that i could not even bear seating with them!! i felt like i'm intruding their space or whatsoever, there is always a barrier..i'm really tired to destroy that barrier...small talks are always destroyed by half-assed replied..so i gave up on that..so is this what they keep telling me about poly life??? if it was THAT "GOOD" i would rather not have that kind of life! In fact i feel happier not facing their faces...because i'm tired of loneliness, inconsistency, the life of always trailing behind and the feeling of not being part of the clique..but yet still part of it...

SO...should i wish or pray like nobody business that what...?! find better friends? change clique? did like what Shawn did..change cl***? or totally hold it back in and pretend it did not happen but create a lake which is gonna flood soon because of all the tears that are shed in my heart and keep it there even if i know that it is going to burst soon?!! so well??!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pics credits to heartfacee on January 31, 2010 @ 10:43 PM (EST) @ ALLKPOP

my dearest ones....

Tue, 26 Jan 2010 17:38:00 GMT

A lot of good and bad things has happened since late 2009 till now...and i've heard some really bad news which made me worry and just pray that everything will be alright! and this day, i heard another bad news again.... "i hope you will get through this! because i know you can do it JT!!! go man!! "

GANBATTE ne JT!!!

To all my dearest whom i love a lot...please please please!!!! be careful and take good care of yourself...i do not want to lose or NEARLY lose a good friend, sister, brother and more...i will really pray very hard and hope that all my loved ones are healthy and fine...and i hpe that none of you will give me a heart attack because of anothe bad new...i hope that 2010 will be a GOOD year!!! with no mishaps..insyallah!

tomato?

Wed, 20 Jan 2010 14:51:44 GMT

Today ying zheng posted this picture on FB....and...i was tagged as the tomato and my questionable darling (kame? hongki? dong hae?) as peanut!!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!! sooo adorable mann!! she and romaine really made my day! anyways...it is proven what i predicted is true and i felt kinda sad...but they are CERTAINLY NOT THE ONLY ONES who i know at ngee ann...

Oh ya..today morning my brain has been in sleep mode..so i thought of drinking my MOST 'FAVOURITE' drink in the world...COFFEE! eww~~anyways...wrong decision..end up with stomach pain through out the day..freaking hell! anyways...i saw my old multiply account and the pictures i posted there...omg!!! i missssssssssss those times!!! especially these baka who i LOOOOOOOVE so much!! my sisters!!

i remembered that we had lunch at cavana @ sunplaza...and ilyana decided to take random shots of us behaving like idiots!!! LOL! anyways...YEE TENG WHERE IS MY CORNETTO ICE CREAM!!!! =)

thank you 'sooooo' much!

Tue, 19 Jan 2010 14:27:30 GMT

i feel so nostalgic when i remembered the good times i had when in CSS. i miss my classroom, classmates, my cca and of course the people there! But i don't know if i can say the same thing about my poly life after when i graduated or even during the holidays!! that is a really sad case...!

People say that we have to move on and blah, blah...however, i feel that it is the people who you are in contact with the most in your poly life affects you...well 'THANKS' to these people or should i call them 'FRIENDS' i so called have. They are there but NEVER around me....its like i'm there..ok so sharini is here thats it, don't really need to know where, why or what as long as i complete the clique...always the odd one out, always left out...even if i tried my best, i feel like i've wasted my breath, strength on that...even in conversation i'm not mentioned or remembered..well take advantage of me as i can understand at least a BIT of mandarin..i don't mind...but speaking using that tongue most of the time?? doesn't that called inconsiderate? ummm...remember?

Thats why i would like to thank my FRIENDS for giving me such a BITTERSWEET friendship and poly life....other than that if you wanna step out and leave my life...be my guest..i won't stop you..who knows i might even wave goodbye to you and hold a celebration..cheers!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 15:52:34 GMT

Minna~~~HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (Jap time)..hahah! For Singapore its another 1 hour...so yaa...i prepared a little message

" To my loveliest sisters!!! Yee Teng, Xin Ying, Suhada & Ilyana... Its a new year! I am glad that we are still together till now..you don't know how thankful i am that i met all of you during sec 1 and how close and bonded we became till now and i hope we can be sisters forever! I LOVE YOU GIRLS! ♥♥♥ "

" To Ying zheng & Afifah, i can never ever believe how can people who have a total different and opposite personality, taste, character and so on can be my darlings and bestest friend! ♥♥♥ Afifah, since we met in class since sec 1 till all the way to sec 4 and EVEN till the same poly AND COURSE!! without a doubt you are my most precious friend and i love you even with the teasing here and there at times hahah! and Ying Zheng, i'm really glad that i met you during year 1 and i love how we can go kyaa~~~ over the same things and i love how our topics will never run out and we can TALK FOREVER about our love for johnnys! you know it! haha! BOTH of you will always be my precious friend and i will always cherish our frienship! "

Lastly to everyone, it is the year 2010. I hope that it will be a good, fulfilling and fun year...because i know i need it! HAHA! And do forgive and forget and leave behind all the bad stuff that happened in 2009. Whoever you are i love you! cause everyone needs a little love!
♥

ACCIDENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 30 Dec 2009 15:48:40 GMT

Yesterday and today, i met with LOTS of 'ACCIDENT'!!! I feel sooooo clumsy nowadays!!! Thats why i'm using blue and black because i'm covered with BRUISES!!! grr...Yesterday i bang into a door (don't ask me HOW!!) then my arm knock into the door knob and scrap my skin...so now i have a bruise and and a cut!

Today, while i was opening the drawer, i manage to cut myself because of the sharp edges. Then while i was packing up my bag it fell and my large water bottle filled with water fell and hit my tiny toe! WOAH!! that was the MAX! it was THROBBING!!! and a blue & black bump appeared! i really felt like crying man!! until now it is still quite painful when i touch it....haizz....and i end the day with a few paper cuts on my hand due to sliding my hand on the sides of freshly photocopied paper.. -.-''

Congratulations to me! i'm full of bruises due to accidents!

ummm....

Mon, 28 Dec 2009 10:30:53 GMT

nowadays..because of my sister!! i've found new loves!!! HAHA!! and it is K-POP!! i may not like a certain group or what so ever, but i do listen to k-pop nowadays...whatever caught my ear..so i don't have any particular band or group which i REALLY like...but 3 guys did caught my eyes!!!

And they are....DONG HAE, EUN HYUK & KEVIN!!! ♥♥♥

AREN'T THEY ADORABLEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! =)

Especially after i watched Neorago (Its You) - SuperJunior MV, i could not stop myself from listening to more k-pop songs!! haha! and i still remember how i used to tease Amelia that SuperJunior = Super SENIOR!!! ahahah!

In the Neorago MV, when i saw Heechul & Donghae sad & heartbroken expression, i was TOTALLY mesmerised and melted!! oh god! they were just ____________ (i DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN!!) now i've got new guys to add to my darling list!! haha! BUT!! of course KAMENASHI is NO. 1 ♥♥♥

Credits for video: @ GREENcezsGLAMorous21
Credits for pictures: http://sarangsj.wordpress.com/2009/04/02/

BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 14:36:29 GMT

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!!
WOO HOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okok..was back since last week...school was officially out for me!! But it still haunts me during the hols due to some stupid ASSIGNMENT!!! which HAVE to be handed in by the first week of school!! OMGOSH! ~~can i just DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH!~~
Lets see:
EC groupwork - 30% done
CHN groupwork - 10% done
EA lesson plan - 0%
FP learning corner - 0%

In other words...i'm dead!

But on a happy note, i did have some nice time with my friends!! especially with the tuesday string class! we went to Marina Barrage and had a picnic and failed trying to fly a kite! LOL!! it was soooo hilarious! and at the end most of us looked like boiled lobsters because we were sunburned unknowingly!! haha!

HAPPINESS =)

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oh ya...i am ITCHING to buy this Russ K necklace!! BUT! i'm broke!! haizzzzzz....

I WANT THE PINK & WHITE ONE!!!!! DAMN! =(

$32~~~~~~~~~~~~~

(can SOMEONE give me this for a new year present? pretty please *wink wink*)

HAHA!

GET WELL SOON!

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 15:30:09 GMT

I heard that keaan was hospitalized because of a car accident!! omg! sooo....

KEANN GET WELL SOON!!

i wanna see your sunny smile again okays!! i'll pray for you.....*HUGS*

love

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 14:40:58 GMT

"Secretly loving someone is the best thing that could hurt the most."

I saw this on facebook and i agree with it with all my heart!

Nowadays, my life is so hectic and school and assignment is taking over my life...sometimes i feel so frustrated and i'm really really tired and my eyes suffered..thats why i have damn fugly eyebags... -.-

................................................................................................................................................................

Oh how i wish that you will always be there waiting for me. Oh how i wish you will come to me. Oh how i wish you will tell me the truth and not hesitate. Oh how i wish i knew about it earlier. Oh how i wish you will just hug me. Oh how i wish you will just hold my hands. And how i wish this bittersweet romance with you will never end.....

love!

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:39:07 GMT

I read this interview translation and i love their HS7 cross talk!!

Yamada: Matsutake…. I haven’t really eat it before. For meat too, those with lots of marbling, expensive meat, my stomach can’t take it…. The special meat that super market sells and cooked it at home is already luxury to me.
Chinen: We are civilian idols

my comment: Hahaha!! Civilian idol!! Sooo kawaii~~~ and so down to earth! LOL! Love the way chinen says it like in a its-a-fact-kind-of-way! =)

Okamoto: Because Chinen don’t have a passport.
Chinen: I don’t have it, is there any problem?

my comment: Wow!! Touché! And chinen does not have a passport?!! Awww!! Now he definitely cannot come to singapore!

(ps: HS7 DUET 0911 TRANSLATION)

Credits: jesychan and rainbowfield @ livejournal

Today while I was watching K-drama called You’re Beautiful when Go Mi Nam said this to Tae Kyung for his last 5 minutes till the end of his birthday, “ Today, the day you were born, is a very precious day. Thank you for being born.”

I was actually really touched by what she said to him..even the arrogant and cool Tae Kyung was speechless! i feel that it must have been someone really special and someone who you love that deserve to be told this message at his/her birthday and i would be really happy and touched if someone told me that! =)

Oh ya..how could i forget my DARRRRRRLING HONG KI ♥ !! i'm like soooooooooooo addicted to the song Barae (I hope) by F.T Island!! KYAA~~~~~ LOL!

credits: kpopsubs @ youtube

LOL!

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 15:23:49 GMT

Well, I’ve found that in my circle of friend, there is a guy who is quite vain...which I agree! However I find his gestures rather cute and not annoying! HAHAHA! And...He takes care of his hair better than I do! Plus he uses the comb often to comb his fringe...so that it will look nice and presentable...without “holes” he’ll say! LOL! This is a first time I met such a guy...in sec school, the guys only go as far as asking me for my perfume so that they will smell good...and that really made me laugh!! Haha!

On wed, after Jap class, me, li zhen, Loretta and yee teng went to KAP macs for our dinner...well...li zhen kept her fries and did not eat them because she want to eat them at home rather than at macs which I don’t know why...so when she went to the toilet, I decided to trick her...i hide her fries and asked yee teng to put away her tray...so that she will assume that her tray and fries was taken away by the cleaning auntie..she came out of toilet and reacted as I predicted...which was sooooooo HILARIOUS!! So I told her to go after yee teng...by then..me and Loretta REALLY CANNOT control our laughter!!then she realised that her fries was with me!! LOL!! It was such a nice dinner! HAHAHA! =)

And thanks to group of friends, i'm now listening to more and more korean songs..(i can hear amelia yap, kelvin and jia xin says.."told you so!")..but not by a particular group....just wide range of them!! for the time being i like the songs by F.T island...for example 'Barae - I hope' and it does not hurt when the singer is sooooo cute and with a good voice!! like HONG KI!!!! hahaha! and recently, because of the jap drama "My Girl" i bought a new hair bands with ladybird beetle on them!! sooo cute!! LOL!

PS: oh ya ying zheng!! i cannot give hongki to your mom!! HE IS MINEE!!!!! XP

♥

songs that i like nowadays

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 15:00:59 GMT

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

better

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 15:34:15 GMT

feeling better because of a very good and funny Korean drama.."You're beautiful"!! =) cannot stop laughing...and....tegoshi move aside! because someone else is going to take over his place in my heart!! and it is HONGKI!!! kyaa~~~ he is sooooo adorable! =)

credits to: Javabeans @ photobucket

ps: thx ying zheng! =)